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Jul 14 2012

Yes im a 12 yearold boy …This is my worst sin that i can think of

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XIII. Something Else

… I watch gay porn alot… i like acting like im going to be raped… Then i ask forgiveness ,and God gives it to me then i do it again… Please God forgive me! Hebrews says that each time I sin and ask for forgiveness. God forgives. But if I do it willingly. God wont keep forgiving. Please help I cant stop! I’m sure my dead father is ashamed of me.. this ain’t fake. Please pray for me

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5 comments

  1. Gramps

    August 13, 2012 at 11:22 am (UTC -4) Link to this comment

    Okay, everybody’s going too easy on you. If you feel guilty about it, then you also feel you are doing something wrong. Start by not watching gay porn. Or any kind of porn. As for the fantasy of being raped, that’s not unusual. You are looking for acceptance, and being raped means that somebody likes you (in your mind). So give up the porn and see where you go from there.

  2. gwenandmarksmom

    August 5, 2012 at 10:17 pm (UTC -4) Link to this comment

    I just hope you clean up your mess and you don’t leave it for your mother! THAT would be an even bigger problem!

  3. Odysseus

    July 15, 2012 at 8:40 am (UTC -4) Link to this comment

    Congratulations, this one’s a doozy.

    Let me guess: You then masturbate about it. Young boys masturbate. That is not much of a problem.

    My concern is this rape fantasy. Even if you were a female, it would be a problem. Rape is a crime of violence. It is not sexual in any way.

    You should try to determine why you have fantasies about someone being violent towards you.

    In case you’re wondering, twelve is a little young to be deciding your sexuality. Just like your rape fantasies, there could be some psychological reason you fantasize about sex with other boys. You should determine what it is. Were you molested when you were younger? These are the kinds of things that bring this sort of thing on. You should tell your parents that you need to speak to a counselor or psychologist. Their health insurance will cover most of the cost.

  4. unluckyatlove

    July 14, 2012 at 5:09 pm (UTC -4) Link to this comment

    Dude, lighten up. I understand you might have some anxiety over being gay, but enjoy your fantasies! If you really read and understand the Bible you would not be so over the top about this. Spend more time in Church, LISTENING to the sermons…..

  5. notperfect

    July 14, 2012 at 4:10 pm (UTC -4) Link to this comment

    Please do not worry.
    I have been doing similar things since i was 9 yrs old and im a perfectly sane housewife.

    There is nothing to forgive so God grants you your forgiveness.

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